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| chelsea might be getting married!!!! |
[07 Aug 2003|05:03pm] |
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StravvI3erry23: i can almost bet i will have a ring by the end of this year or the begining of next year
TomorrowsMystery: awwww!!!!!
TomorrowsMystery: i wanna be at the wedding!!! me me me me me me
StravvI3erry23: haha
StravvI3erry23: well you'll be invited...weither you come or not...i cant controll lol
StravvI3erry23: you'll be one of the important people
StravvI3erry23: brides maid or whatever
TomorrowsMystery: OH MY GOSH!!!!!!
TomorrowsMystery: IM SO EXCITED!
TomorrowsMystery: SERIOUSLY!!! I JUST SQUEELED!
chelski might be getting married!!! eeee!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3xoxo<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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| "You got me under your spell" -STD |
[07 Aug 2003|03:30pm] |
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Today was the first day of school. Eh, it was okay. Things i want definitly will NOT be happening. [if you wanna know....ask me]
I have good classes with some good kids. Did anyone notice that this year is a HUGE hot topic party?! orrr..was it just me? Curious.
Okay. I miss Travis like fuckin NOOOOO bodies business!passxTHExsass: and this year is ONE HUGE hot topic party!!!
passxTHExsass: kdjfhksdhf
TrickinHoe: haha
TrickinHoe: that' decent
passxTHExsass: nooooo!!! it's BAD hot topic kids.
passxTHExsass: like..with chains and spikes and bondage pants!
TrickinHoe: jesus h christ
TrickinHoe: eww
passxTHExsass: i know.
passxTHExsass: it's sick.
passxTHExsass: it makes me wanna kill myself.
TrickinHoe: im killing myself as we speak
passxTHExsass: hahahahaha.
I miss Heather too. Like an insane amount of missing...yeah..it goes to her. :( Im gonan visit you, sweetie!! ASAP!! ;) <333
Nap time.
shhhh.
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| "When we laugh indoors" -DCFC |
[06 Aug 2003|02:55pm] |
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This is it. Today is the last day of our so called "freedom". It was a nice while it lasted. Many things have happend this summer. Some i will remember. Some i'll try my hardest to forget.
But with a new school year, comes a new chance to start over. A new chance to "show off new skin" in a matter of speaking. This is my last year of high school. On this exact day next year, tomorrow i will be wishing everyone to have a great school year, and i'll be starting COLLEGE. and i'll have a job. and possibly have moved out and got my own place with TinkerBell. [hehe]. I feel theres so many things i need to do this school year. I'll be so busy trying to get my life going that i really hope i can just take a time out to still be a teenager and have loads of fun. It's my senior year for crying out loud! This year i hope to:
- rekindle old friendships [i.e: jenna]
- study my hardest
- make my parents proud
- graduate
- say things to people i never thought i would say
- have the most fun as i possibly can.
- etc.
It's going to be fun. I'll probably won't want the year to finish. :) But good things have to finish. Thats what makes room for BETTER things to happen. So, with this i tell all my friends, family, crushes, old flames, and even enemies....Have a good and safe school year.
Love,
Shawna Marrie.
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whats funny....is it's not going to last.
and i'll be there to laugh in your face when you're sad and depressed.
Give it up.
No one likes you, either.
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| "I can see you. Your brown skin shining in the sun" -DH |
[05 Aug 2003|03:38pm] |
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1] i wasn't going to update. But whatever
2] As of August 19th Shawna will be BRACES FREE!!
3] Courtney Kennedy needs to call me
4] Long talks with mom makes me feel nice.
5] Getting online and seeing you here makes me feel nice
6] you leaving without saying bye makes me hate you
7] you not calling me anymore makes me paranoid
8] The Ataris are still...amazing
9] I really need a girls night.
10] I remember girls nights sometimes.
11] I miss my best friend. not you...but her
12] Im an idiot.
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| "I'll paint the town your favorite color" -TSL |
[04 Aug 2003|10:57pm] |
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5 things you are wearing...
1. red "remembering never" shirt
2. gap jeans. [reppin' me some tylor. mhm]
3. class ring
4. reeboks
5. 10000% hottness
5 things you are doing right now...
1. talking to Jennie
2. talking to tylor
3. thinking about what i need for school
4. typing
5. listening to Alkaline Trio
5 things you ate in the last 24 hours...
1. cookie
2. whipped cream
3. sandwhich
4. tater tots
5. mcdeath
5 things you did so far today...
1. relaxed around the house
2. talked with alex online
3. took a nap
4. shopped with mom
5. bought the blood brothers cd
5 things you can hear right now...
1. the faint
2. my fingers hitting the keyboard
3. mouse clicks
4. my knee popping
5. more of the faint
5 thoughts in your head...
1. why are my cheeks burning?
2. oh that harry potter!
3. the new ataris cd is way good
4. i really wish i hadn't started this thing
5. i hope my braces come off tomorrow
5 things you look for when you're picking a girlfriend/boyfriend...
1. can make me laugh like crazy
2. is one of the cutest people i know
3. will protect me no matter what happens
4. won't get grossed out if i belch like a man
5. will give me his chewed up gummy bears and think it's hott
5 famous people you'd bang in a second...
1. KarenO [if i were a male..or a lesbian]
2. Oded Fehr [the egyptian guy from the mummy with the long hair]
3. JOHN CUSACK!!!!
4. Chris Connley [Saves the Day]
5. JASON MRAZ!!! [<3]
5 things you love...
1. sleeping
2. good music
3. AIM
4. GOOD friends. [mhm..not you, in other words]
5. my family.
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| "salt, sweat, sugar on the asphalt."- JEW |
[03 Aug 2003|05:15pm] |
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I don't remember much of yesterday.
I woke up and kinda chilled it at the house until i called Alex and he came over. :) We went to Publix so i could pick up my last paycheck. $31.92 Shits lame.
whatever.
We just hung out at my house. :) oh boy oh boy.
After he left, I called up Kristen and she and i swung by Ben's house.
It was SOOO good seeing him again! I've missed him like crazy.
Kristen and i went to go see American Wedding. It was really cute. Not like the other American PIe movies. But still good.
So around 2:15am, she and i hop online and get this CRAZY urge to go drive somewhere. Well, we were going to go to Georgia. Buttt...no one DAVID AND SARAH could hang out. Georgia was a no go. So, we decided to go to Orlando. haha. We were on our way there at 3:00 am and we started to get really nervous about going. [whoaoa] so we just went to Jax Beaches at 4 am. and hung out on the beach. :) it was a really pretty night, so we just kinda hung out there and looked at the stars. PRETTY! [i missed him]
on our way home we got lost. kasgfkshf grr! But it was exciting. I didn't get to sleep until 7:45ish. And i woke up at 12:15 to go shopping with my mom and brother. Fun times. I got a CUTE outfit and some ADORABLE shoes to go with it!!! yay shawna! :):)
alright. im done.
<3
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| "Our hearts littering the topsoil." -JEW |
[01 Aug 2003|11:14pm] |
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fallingXintoxyOu: arrrg.
HeaRd aLL oF iT: whats wrong?
fallingXintoxyOu: i don't know?
HeaRd aLL oF iT: hehe
fallingXintoxyOu: i want to sleep..................................with him here
HeaRd aLL oF iT: heheheh
fallingXintoxyOu: you know what would be a GREAT surprise?
HeaRd aLL oF iT: what?
fallingXintoxyOu: if he just...shows up here.
fallingXintoxyOu: out of nowhere. Just shows up.
HeaRd aLL oF iT: thatd be nice
fallingXintoxyOu: yes.
fallingXintoxyOu: it would be nice. and extremely needed right now.
HeaRd aLL oF iT: awe!
fallingXintoxyOu: i just want him to hold me.
HeaRd aLL oF iT: awe
fallingXintoxyOu: i miss his skin.
HeaRd aLL oF iT: when will you see him next?
fallingXintoxyOu: is all this stupid??
HeaRd aLL oF iT: not at all
fallingXintoxyOu: tonight...in my dreams.
HeaRd aLL oF iT: awe
fallingXintoxyOu: all this lovey mushy stuff. hah
fallingXintoxyOu: it's probably sickening
HeaRd aLL oF iT: i wanna write thomas on his phone so he will call me but he is with his x g/f so i donno if i should
HeaRd aLL oF iT: hehehe
HeaRd aLL oF iT: not at all
HeaRd aLL oF iT: it is cute
fallingXintoxyOu: hehehe.
come home to me now.
<3
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| "Im happy that you know how to be a man"- JL |
[01 Aug 2003|04:36pm] |
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so, my past two days can be summed up in three words...
1] i
2] am
3] swooning.
I feel safe when he's around.
<3bas<3
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| "You don't need a doctor honey. You need a mortician baby!"- TBB |
[30 Jul 2003|03:59am] |
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Today equaled FUN FUN FUN! I spent the majority of the day/ night with <3HEATHER!<3 We got pizza and diet coke and had a NIIICE lunch/ dinner! :) I helped her pack for her move. SOOOO jealous of her!!! we hung aorund her house until we decided to leave to go grab some stuff of hers. Tomorrow is tattoo day!!!! not for me sillys! For heather! :) She's gonna cut my hair!!! YAY! and it's gonna look CUUUUUUUUUTE! just in time for school! yay!
Thursday does NOT consist of stupid shit. no sir. Thursday consists of...DANCING! wee! With HEATHER!
OR..thursday consists of....SHOW! in tallahassee. I might be going to see Victor's [hey doll!] last show. And help Miss Heather move in! YIPPIE! im excited.
Travis, Johnny [maybe], and i will be holding a garage sale at my house Saturday. If anyone wants to come and buy stuff....then come. I do know an Xbox will be up for sale. and furniture. and a cd burner. OH! and other cool shit. [hehehe..right travis?! ;)] oh boy!
<3
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| I love travis. soooo much! |
[29 Jul 2003|05:44pm] |
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TrickinHoe: horray for shawna!
fallingXintoxyOu: yayy!
TrickinHoe: god doesnt love you anymore :/
TrickinHoe: hahah
fallingXintoxyOu: oh man. that sucks
TrickinHoe: just kidding
TrickinHoe: hahah
TrickinHoe: he does!
fallingXintoxyOu: hahahahaha. YAY!
TrickinHoe: JESUS IS A MANIAC, MANIAC
fallingXintoxyOu: YAY FOR JESUS
TrickinHoe: on the floor
fallingXintoxyOu: hahahahahah
TrickinHoe: and he's dancing like he's never danced before
fallingXintoxyOu: LORRRRRRRRDAAAAA HAVEEEEAAA MERCCYYYAAAA
TrickinHoe: HAHAHHAA
fallingXintoxyOu: hahahahahaha
TrickinHoe: I really want to dance to that
fallingXintoxyOu: me too.
fallingXintoxyOu: jajaja
TrickinHoe: holla
fallingXintoxyOu: hahah*
TrickinHoe: jajaj
fallingXintoxyOu: holllaaa
TrickinHoe: jajaj
TrickinHoe: jajja
fallingXintoxyOu: :-P:-P hhahaha
TrickinHoe: lol
<3
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[29 Jul 2003|03:31pm] |
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i just had the best laugh ever. oh man. this is PAIN in the sides kind of laughing!!! hahahhahah.
guess what.
no longer friends with:
you.
you.
and now you.
Don't bother calling me. Ever. I don't need people like you. Seriously.
on a side note.
You know how you put your hands in a jacket from the winter and you find money?
Well, what if you're MISSING money..so you put your hands in someones pants and FIND your money!?
Whatta great feeling. Like Christmas!
You could have just ASKED me to give you money. You didn't have to go and try to take some. Im not bothered that it was ONLY three dollars. Im bothered that all you had to do was ask me and i would ahve given to you. freely.
whatever.
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| "all the men held tall with their chest in the air" -D |
[28 Jul 2003|12:06pm] |
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i don't know why im updating. I don't need too. But it sounds like a good thing to do right now. I didn't get offline until 5:30am last night. geeez. and i didn't wake up until 10:00am. Whoops. i missed camp. Oh well.
I need to go school supply shopping. Really bad. Mom doesn't have time anymore. :/ maybe she'll give me money and i can go with a friend. That'd be fun fun fun. :)
fallingXintoxyOu: HOLY HELL! CAN GUYS TURN ME ON MUCH MORE?!
fallingXintoxyOu: aaaaaaahhhhh!!!!
HIPVmike: someone's horny
fallingXintoxyOu: duh.
fallingXintoxyOu: someone's always horny
oh that mike. he always seems to make me laugh. whatta riot. Brandon thinks i should get a tattoo on my boobs/ chest. Hmmmm.
Oh, speaking of Brian..can everyone please pray for him [if you pray]. He's doing some major stuff to his body and im really worried about him. Thanks kids. <3
Someone better seriously call me today. Fo real. Or i might have to bust some skulls.
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| "They only want you when you're seventeen." -L |
[28 Jul 2003|02:14am] |
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Today consisted of louging around, wendys [my second new obession], and riding in a car.
Travis and i went to Gainesville to see the Blood Brothers. Oh my goodness. I LOVE travis more than anything. We had great conversations! :) We got to gainesville and went to this really cute pizza/ coffee place. I didn't eat anything. [thank god] or else i would have exploded. We waited outside the venue for about thirty minutes with some of his friends from g-ville. Erin is by far one of the cutest girls i have ever met!
So, im at the merch table and i look to my left, and WHO do i see?! NONE other but David!! [i knew he was going. but i thought it was going to be awhile later] I hung out with david and his friends the whole night. It was nice. The blood brothers' set will be MOST memorable. <3
Oh yeah, the blood brothers did grrreeeeeat! im glad i went to the show instead of warped tour. <333
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| "It's better to be safe than sorry"- A |
[26 Jul 2003|10:38pm] |
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Wow. Days have been good. A lot has happend in the past two to three days. Lets start from the begining. ahem.
senior pictures will be HOTT as FIRE! for real. Everyone knows im not one to think im "hott shit". But for my pictures...WHOA DANG!!! too hott for my own good. Im serious. dsfhsadfj Im really excited about these pictures. eeeeee!!!! :) soooo excited!
After senior pictures i called publix to see if they wanted me to come in. Well, first off..i get blamed for "lying" to my managers about me going to take senior pics. secondly, my boss HANGS up on me. and when i actually GET to publix, he starts harrassing me about "getting my story straight". Sooo..i looked at him and i said "I don't need to 'get a story straight' because im telling you the truth. and tonight is my last night". So guys...I QUIT pUBLIX!! and it feels great!! <3
After that Alex came over and met mom. :) Umm..then we headed over to his apartment. It took him 38294 years to go take a freaking shower! whatta little kid. ;) Then we headed over to Famous Amos. I thought i was gonna BARF...everywhere..[insert David turned on here.] Then i spent the night. The end. :x
I leave my toothbrush at alexs'.
<3
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| "Watch out here i come"- DoA |
[24 Jul 2003|06:20pm] |
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Worked the camp today. That was fun times. :)
I went on the field trip to skate station.
Watched Courtney EAT IT.
hahahahah. sooo funny! she has
a bruise under her eye now.
Fifth graders are silly.
Second graders are terrors.
Speaking of terror.
whose all going on the 31st!?
mmm.
Uhh..I think there needs to be
an 80's cover band.
Just a band that plays a whole
bunch of HOTT 80's tunes.
And that live in Jacksonville.
Yes. That would be the best thing ever.
haha. David. How i totally wish
you lived in jax!! haha
fallingXintoxyOu: i should throw up on you
Soowt: i'm into that
fallingXintoxyOu: mmmmmm.
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| "didn't i see you cryin'?" -CT |
[24 Jul 2003|01:18am] |
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I think i should make a list on everything i need to do.
Yes. A list would be dandy.
- see lindseys new house
- steal her and drive to alaska. ;)
- Get david [my brother] a birthday gift
- MAKE SPECIAL THING WITH JACLYN FOR SPECIAL PEOPLE.
- figure out why i STILL smell like cookies
- start running
- school supply shopping
- clothes shop
- break old habits. [i will for you.]
- stretch ears
- SLEEP.
Why do i sign the bottom of my journal? Uhh..you guys know who i am already, right?! grr.
<3
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| "don't you remember?"- JS |
[23 Jul 2003|05:06pm] |
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HELP!
Im going craaaazyyy!
Im downloading 80s music like nobodies business.
But i need MORE things to download.
its life or death that i get MORE bands/ songs!
i already have:
Jefferson Starship | We Built this city
Pat Benatar | Love Is a Battlefield
The Cure | Friday Im In Love
Dead or Alive | You Spin Me Right Round
A-ha | Take On Me
Cheap Trick | I Want You to Want Me
Heart | Barracuda
ah. i would LOVE it if people could comment with more bands or more songs.
i would dearly appreciate it!!
thanks!
<3
shawna
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| swiffer this! |
[23 Jul 2003|03:22pm] |
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SPRING CLEANING!!!!
im taking people off my friends list that either
1] i don't read your journal
2] i was too nice to not add you because you added me.[jk]
If i took you off my friends list, it's more then likely
because i don't read your journal.
sorry!
If you want me to add you back, comment on my journal.
If not, then just take me off yours. :)
sorry to sound like a bitch!
[xoxo]
shawna
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